I promise to take only a few moments of your time. Tomorrow... I will write an extremely important journal update... It will be a very long journal at that too. So please come back tomorrow and read it. I have been going through alot the last 2 weeks I am also unable to walk without assistance of somesort and have been cooped up in my house and have only been going to school, but aside from my work-accident I have had lots of crap going on... Tomorrow's journal will be about what has been happening over the last two weeks up until today even, due to some rude people on DA.

Tomorrow's Journal I am also going to take the opportunity to support and sincerly thank all my wonderful friends that I was able to talk to, those who were available. If it wasn't for these friends I don't know where I would be right now... And I want to take the moment to put the spotlight on them and apologize for any crap I put them through

Lastly... This journal is to commemorate some of the FANTASTIC Deviants on DA.... some that are well known and some that aren't. Yes it will be a feature to some very special people on DA... I will feature them and a couple of their pieces...

So yes... Some of this journal will be about me... but once I get that off my chest I want to put forth the rest of my energy To reflect on my wonderful friends and talented artists on DA... I am tired of all this negativity floating around and it almost feels like I am a magnet to all these people... I am constantly being put down and kicked around... and I am tired of it getting the better of me... So from now on... I am going to do my best... so when everytime something negative is said or done to me I will repay that action or comment with something positive and for people to get the wrong image of me... Or take an action like this:

(This happened after I asked some people to look at my picture and critique it)

Comment from a Deviantart Member:
it seems that you are way to dependent on what others think of your work .. good critiques and you will be happy .. bad critiques and you will be miserable ..
come to think of it people on DA are too nice to give relevant and honest critiques anyways ..
you have to love your work and you have to love yourself .. I understand the point about being here and learning from each other but please dont think of it as some 'divine' universally defined process.

My Reply:
Ok... you do not even seem to understand... I have received both bad and good critiques... Also I AM proud of my work.... I am ALWAYs proud of my work "good critiques you will be happy, bad critiques you will be miserable" That is completely UNTRUE... you don't know me at all... I am not that kind of person... if I got a bad critique or a good critique I take them all in and use what everyone has to say to correct my picture and make my future ones even better. You did not understand my point of asking and you do not understand me... So don't dare come to me like you know me... I take the good with the bad and make my next step in art even better than before... and no matter where I am in my art I am proud of every piece. I am critiqued on a daily basis from students, professors and clients. I have to get up in front of 30+ people per class and present what I have done... And not everything they say is a pile of roses, but I take it all in and I appreciate everything they have to say... Good or bad... I will always appreciate what they have to say it makes me a better artist and person... so don't you accuse me like you know me... i think you understood my whole point in the chat room wrong... have a good day

So there you have it... And I would really appreciate it... If my friends and people who watch me could please read this journal and read tomorrows journal... It would be very important to me and I would greatly appreciate it... Thank you and have a good day. oh! and please look below at the important stamps that I really support. Thanks... I know I have too many stamps... But these are the ones that have real meaning and I strongly support. TTYL!

-Baka Neko